I feel so scattered these days. I feel as if I just dunder around in the days,bumping and banging my way through the hours doing little bits of oh-so-many things yet accomplishing absolutely nothing in the end.
I feel un-anchored, un-moored, set adrift in a sea of unknowing. Dancing dervishly between not giving a damn and caring way,way,way too much. There is no middle ground, life seems to be surfing away at the height of the wave or thrashing about at the bottom, in the muck and the mire.
It's April.
I have an armload of lilacs blooming on my table and my whole house glories in their sweet,soft perfume.
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